It's 9:40, I just got home from Best Buy. I had to buy one of those USB cables for my camera. So I take my camera in and they tell me that they don't carry that kind of USB cable, you can only buy it directly from Samsung.

BUT, I saw my sister's friend Tyler working there and he told me I should just buy a memory card reader, and that would work. So I did, and now I can take pictures. I've been meaning to take some for my lifting progress so that when Summer rolls around I can compare and contrast. Haven't taken any of those in a while.

Sarah keeps asking me for pics and I keep telling her I'm going to post some. But every time I try to do it, I can never upload the damn things because I never had the right USB, but now I do. I think she's mad at me for that. Can't really blame her though. I already have some pics of me on there, but I'm going to take some more and then send her a message tomorrow on myspace surprising her. Unless she reads this first, then the surprise is ruined. ha.

I went to the dentist today, just got my teeth cleaned, but I also asked him about those fancy invisalign braces. He told me I didn't NEED them, but I do have a slight "overjet" which I guess is the same as an overbite. I'd like to take care of it, but I def. don't want metal braces, so I think I'll get the invisalign in a couple months.

I'm going to grandmas to paint her kitchen tomorrow, hopefully she'll pay me like 20-30 bucks so I can fill the car up with gas and buy some more whey (I only have one more 5 lb tub of it). Tomorrow I'm going job hunting and not stopping til I find one. I don't really NEED money, I still have some saved up, but I don't feel like using it all. I'm going to switch gyms too. World Gym is like 30 mins away and I'm sick of driving so far. So even though Competitive Edge is old and nasty, at least it's in Avon Lake.

Although, I'll have to be sure to go at like 5-6 am so that I don't have to see all the douchey High School kids working out up there. They're so annoying, they walk around with their lats flared out and their shoulders lifted up thinking that they're huge when most of them can't even lift their own body weight. The one kid was curling in the squat rack... ahhh that drives me crazy. Plus I'll recognize a few of them and they might talk to me or ask me how im doing.

I don't like to talk to people in the gym. It isn't social hour.

I scheduled a meeting with my academic adviser for tomorrow, I'm going to look into retaking that physical science class that I got a D in last semester. It's my understanding that any class you retake, the higher grade is the one that sticks. So I can hopefully get an A if I retake it. It wasn't hard, I just had a tough time showing up for labs on Saturday mornings. Not fun.

Anyways, I need to run to the store, were out of milk, wheat bread and eggs, so I better take care of that.

It's also getting late, I should call Sarah so we can talk for a while. We talked a lot today after she got home from school, it was fun. I would talk more about how things are going with her (and I was planning on it), but I don't want to mess things up by calling her too late. I'll update later.

Until next time....

I woke up at about 12:30, despite going to bed pretty early last night. I have a lot of schoolwork that I need to take care of, it's starting to bother me how little work I've done. It stresses me out when I get behind in my studies, so really I'm only punishing myself when I procrastinate.

I talked to Sarah last night, it was nice as usual. We talked about previous relationships and a few other things. She told me about one of her ex boyfriends, Chris. The way she described him made him out to be a great guy. She said he was rich, good looking, played guitar, and was a really great boyfriend. But then she told me she got bored of him and dumped him after a month.This really worries me. I'm falling pretty hard for this girl and if she got bored with me I would be crushed.

Bleh, this is so far out of my reality. Typically I don't let myself fall for girls like this, for this exact reason. In previous relationships, I've always been in control and the one who always knew in the back of their heads that they'd be the one to eventually end the relationship. I could really see this one lasting a long time, but I sometimes wonder if she's wants that and if she's ready for it. I really hope that she is. I love that girl.

But anyways, I skipped my workout yesterday. This sleep schedule that I'm on makes it so hard to workout. I'll need to hit it extra hard today to make up for lost time. I also forgot to take my creatine yesterday, so I'll take a scoop in the morning and at night to make up for it.

It's 6:07 am and I'm still awake listening to Black Flag. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist in 2 hours. I also have to hit the gym and find a job. Yesterday was great, I accomplished a bunch of shit and it felt fantastic to get out of the house. I talked to Sarah for a couple hours, not as long as we usually talk, but it was still good. I'm really falling for that chick, I love her so much. Seems like every time we talk I get more and more into her. She went over her minutes this month, so now we can only talk at night.

That wont be a problem, though, my sleep schedule is already sporadic at best. I just hope she doesn't fall into the same cycle as me.

Things have been good lately, ya know? I mean, school hasn't been going real well, I've been neglecting my work, but I'VE been good. Besides, after I get some adderall today, I'll be golden.

Lifting has been going well, face has cleared up, life is good, for now.

Haven't been socializing too much. Chris moved to Cali a couple weeks ago. Tony and Cody are just dicks usually. Fuck em. Now that I have Sarah, I'm so much happier. It's funny how that works, though. I'm always much happier without Tony and Cody, but for some reason I'll always hang out with them again. I always fall into the same role too, the kid I was in high school. They're patronizing. Around anyone else I'm dominant and confident. Strange.